About Me
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With time comes maturity, and you learn how to look at yourself with a new perspective.
I would currently say that I am: a very creative person. I love the arts and the idea of making something profound out of ‘nothing’. I enjoy learning! However, I am not one for conventional learning, I would rather learn through experience rather than through a text. Currently, I think if I could learn I would do that all my life. Which, is more than likely what is going to happen. Life is a learning process if noting else!
I love to debate and prove that I know what I know! Or, even to discuss new ideas and such. I think I’m pretty open to that sort of thing, or at least I believe so. Things I enjoy talking about, politics, race, religion, anything that has to do with literature and the like. I found that I use to call myself laid back, but I’m actually a very active person. Read to Succeed!
Friendship, it’s so beautiful! I love it. I love people and I realize that there are various parts of my life that need different people. And, hence the reason I have a lot of friends. Lol, but those that transcend the various parts and embody all of who I am... I consider them my sisters/ brothers.
Writing, I love it! Poems, short stories and well just anything I can get my hands on, even essays. I express my feelings better through written word. I don’t know why, well yes, I do know why. But, I won’t go into detail with all that. Get to know me if you want to know more!
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Interests
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Reading, Writing, Beachin, Partying, Movies, Hanging Out With Those I Care About.
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Favorite Movies
Gone With The Wind, Zorro, Desperado ( Antonio Banderas Baby...thats my husband ya know..DUN SLUNK!!)
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Favorite TV Shows
House, Law & Order, Will & Grace
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Favorite Books
Anything Romantic, Historical, Classical
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Favorite Quote
Love Doesn't Break Our Hearts, Its What We Make Love To Be That Breaks Us.
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Journal
Note:This one is thanks to a dream I had last night and Jill Scott's: Comes to the Light...
And, I dreamed it last night.
Woke with the words on my lips
Before the early morning light.
I knew, and you knew.
This can’t go on, I can’t live in the
Possibility of you and me.
There is no we, us is not meant to be.
And, you knew.
Your actions more than your words
Finally exploded in my mind.
It played over and over in my head
Up and down, splitting until it turned side ways.
Words, they were just that.
How can you be with me when I’m there,
But not love me when I’m far away?
This is the end, I’m done with you ( done with you)
I was a fool to go this far.
Loving you until I blinded myself
And couldn’t see.
I wish I could blame you, but everyone looks for love.
Given it’s the sweetest gift to take,
Even while the other person burns.
You’ve taken all that I was willingly to give.
Almost lost my soul ( damn…there it goes).
Even as I settled to look at myself
To revisit your promises in my eye.
The truth lingered.
All the sparkles of fantasy cleared
The mist disappeared and there was only light.
No you, no me.
Us wasn’t meant to be.
But, baby, you kept stringing me, strumming me.
Had me holding onto a red papier-mâché
That was meant to be your heart.
Now, I realize that you were never really there for me.
You saw what I had to give, but you didn’t want to
Work to keep it at your side.
Stuck in your selfishness you couldn’t see how much
I needed…( how I needed you).
I see though, finally
I see…it always you…..never us
Never me.
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